King Of Fools

Yesterday in the days of sorrows,
I lived a dream, too good to be true,
Kept dreaming all around with sparrows,
Singing the most melodic rethym I knew,
Dancing in the fields of love and gold,
In gardens full of feelings and hope.

The dream vanished and the fields blown,
Everything gone before I even knew,
Every dream became fake, burning in ruins,
Every memory full of pain and blue,
Every memory passing is like a dart,
Without aiming keep hitting my heart.

Good turned to evil because of a fool act,
An act kept me away from ecstasy’s crown,
An act kept me away from holding a heart,
A heart of beauty, a queen of all beauties,
An act kept me away from reaching the stars.

But that is just a blast from the past,
Perhaps things changes and becoming different,
Perhaps the dream is coming close to be true,
Perhaps the gates of sorrows are closing,
Perhaps the fields are real, feel it blooming,
Perhaps a new life, a new page is opened.

Perhaps I’m dreaming and being fooled,
Perhaps I should be called King Of Fools !!!

It's Me

Im sad, im confused, Im shy, and Im mad
Im down, and I feel Im loosing ground,
Im bad, Im week, Im not doing well, Im screwed,
Im ****ed up, and I think I failed you all.

Im down, wont be up, need someone to cheer me up,
I think its the end of old me, its the born of new me,
I failed, I think intentionally, but seems its fact that I fail,
Failed, to be with you, maybe because Im so alone without you.

Im dull, my head pains, Im sick, wish never to be sane,
Sometimes I love to be in pain, hurting myself is not away,
But it does hurt much, when you cause the pain,
I hate you, wish I never followed you from the start,

Do I love you or not, did I forgot you or still you live in my heart,
Where are you, I miss you, you are never around, and wish to kill you,
My heart aint lucky, twice and never felt in peace and loving,
My mind is falling, my heart is broken, my life is torn, and thrown away in the wind,

Mischose my friends, and now I suffer, Im being used, Im a loser,
Only you are there with me, and I thank you so much,
You've been a best friend to me, and member of family,
I love you more eachday eventhough I may not see you everyday.

Im frustrated, Im down, Im problem, dont come around,
Is this what you so call family, everyone looking for his best,
No matter whom you crush, its just the goal is obtained,
Im ashamed to be from you its only my family that I wanna be with.

Im bloom, Im alone eventhough everyone is around,
I wanna sleep everynight, and wake up in my own world,
I wanna sleep, sleep long, wake up to see everything is gone,
Im just to week, I just wanna cry, I just wanna cry.

Ill be good, Ill benice, if only I can see people who care
Im lost, my mind is blowig, am I my old me, or new me is here
Im sick Im bloom, I just want to be good nice to all,
Im used, and I dont care, I love to care, and wont stop if you dare.

I just need a you beside me, need someone who care & loves me,
Too much in agony, too away far from me, but I will die to see you infront of me
It seems it wont work out like this, you are never around, and not sure of ur feels
Im getting cold, Im geting bored, Im a loser and I failed you all.

Im sorry for you all, never wished we would be apart that way,
Im sorry, and I apologize for everything bad that I say,
Im bad, and I apologize for everymoment that I wont stay,
I wish everything is fine, but its not, Im doomed, unless saved by you....!!!??

Anonymous You

To the anonymous you,
Are you so far to be reached,
Or is it I lost faith in all eve,
Either way, I know how I feel about you,
But I'm not gonna take that step for sure.

To the anonymous you,
How could it be love that I feel,
while my heart not fully healed,
My heart is open, words are revealed,
I love you, much better to be sealed.

To the anonymous you,
I dont know whether you hear me,
In my mind many thoughts I fear,
Time passes and you are away from me,
Am I a lover, or am I just a dear.

To the anonymous you,
Your eyes are lethal and are killing me,
Yet I'll die to see you infront of me,
I'm so confused, always feeling astray,
Should I tell you, or keep you dull from me.

To the anonymous you,
Love always come back again,
so does pain, deep inside it remains,
Thats the way things are and will be,
I love you, even more, when you are a friend to me...

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Written on 11/04/2008
By: Ahmed Shazly
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My Life

Now after so long time,
I finally came to understand,
You and I are one,
Never apart, eventhough we’re friends

Everyone says it all starts that way,
But why we’d believe everything they say,
Before everything had a start,
And I will love you till I fall apart.

Yes I love you from all my heart,
Innocently, and wish we never apart,
Best friends forever, best friends for life,
No matter what, nothing that you dont deserve.

My life is priceless,
My life is hopless,
My life is nill without you little miss.

My life is costless,
My life is meaningless,
My life is nill without you little miss.

My Life is you.......
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Written on 11/04/2008
By: Ahmed Shazly
Specially dedicated to you !!!
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I'll Be Around

Thought that things between us were going to be fine,
But it seems that it is coming close to commit a crime,
Still wondering for the reasons that made you go,
Is it me, you, or a man who took the heart of you?

Hated you when I saw you, hated you when you left,
Don’t know why I even loved you apart from the rest,
Something special was there, but you've ruined it all,
Broken heart stabbed in the back, I hate till the day I fall.

How cruel of you to stand in front of me and say hi,
Girl, what did you think is going to be my reply?
No more Mr. nice guy, no more of those sweet words,
After what you did, you no longer live in my mind.

Overwhelmed with frustration & sadness, madness & anger,
You should be on alert, recalling that your life is in danger,
Sleep tight, and don’t wonder about me, because I'll be around,
Some place near you in the dark, ready to take your soul out.

With You

After all these years, after all that time
Seems that my love to you, will always be alive,
My heart still jumps up, when you're insight,
My mind recalls your name, believing you're mine.

Cause with you, I feel that I'm alive,
Cause with you, the world is truly mine,
Cause with you, I feel so much strong,
Cause with you, I dare the whole world to defy.

But now, I feel so much week,
In my bed, wiping out my tears,
In the dark, wishing you to feel,
The pain you've caused to me.

Baby its time, for my heart to let you go,
For my mind, to believe in someone new,
For my eyes, to never cry anymore,
But it seems, thats too hard to do.

Cause with you, I feel that I'm alive,
Cause with you, the world is truly mine,
Cause with you, I feel so much strong,
Cause with you, I dare the whole world to defy.

But now, I hope to wake up and try,
and I hope, for you to wine and cry,
and I hope, for you to find the key,
For your happiness and success for eternity.

Cause with you, I feel that I'm alive,
Cause with you, the world is truely mine,
Cause with you, I feel so much strong,
Cause with you, I dare the whole world to defy.

3-Days

Three days left to me,
To make her able to see,
The world so much differently,
Oh GOD please help me.

Almost a year before in the university,
I met an angel aged twenty three,
She was so beautiful that made me feel,
My whole thaughts were in diversity.

I went there and to her I told,
What is the name that you hold,
Pretty girl with lovely hair of gold,
She said xxxxxx is the name I hold.

Three days had passed by,
That were the best year to mine,
Sure to her, time was only passed by,
But to me, was precious than gold mine.

I told to her that we cant be friends anymore,
I really liked you since the moment I met you,
But it took me a year to make sure,
That was a real love that I hold for you.

Please take these flowers from me,
Tulips, roses, and full of jasmine,
Written in its card "MARYY ME",
Say yes and bless the life of mine.

I kneed to the floor and asked "WILL YOU",
You're the one I want to spend my life time with,
With her sweet lovely smile she said "I DO",
With all my kisses, thanks for making my life worth.